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pleaseeee88
15 September 2008 @ 12:46 am
Ahhh!!  


OMG OMG OMG OMG I am moreee than freaking out right now....

Wth!! I am sooooo confused I ave a bf this is wha my ex bf writes me today:

 No, this is a boy realizing that he made a mistake when he took himself out of the game. I left ryan because I had grown dependent on what we were.... but always wanted that kiss between us to have happened no strings attach. we broke up because, she saw me talking to you when I told her i wouldnt. we broke up because she knew i wasnt ready to be with her. I talk to you because no matter what happens, i want to be yur rockstar.
 

Wtf am I supposed to sayyy to that he knowss I have a bf.... Then this

I dont want you to take me back Z. I jst loved being that for you... i liked buying you shit, i liked you being near me... and all i wanted from you was that you liked it too.
 

Idk what to doo....

 
 
Current Mood: confused
 
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pleaseeee88
14 September 2008 @ 06:32 pm
Just woke up.  

Hmmm why do I feeel sooooo guilty!! I worked out again 150 situps 100 jumping jacks leg work and 50 pelvis tucks&& i've had 30 calories today.

When I woke up my friends mum had gotten groceries.... While I was getting the grocery I had a piece of granola && 4 grapes.... Now I feel absolutely horrible. Ugh!!

I think I might go back to sleep.... At least thin I can dream about being thin && not have to actually look in the mirror or atmy body. Not so happy about having work tomorrow but I goottaaaa go.

That's All. <3
 
 
Current Mood: guilty
 
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pleaseeee88
14 September 2008 @ 02:23 pm
Breathing Thin....  
Weighed in 2 pounds less than 2 days ago!! Still not good enough though.... 28 more lbs to go.

Its sooooo weird though because i'm not even feening food && im loving the emptiness in my stomach && the way it burns after I exercise. I feel soo light cause everything is going good. Im sore from working out yesterday.... (Btw I almost made my friends mum pass out while we were walking) I was practically running with the dumbbells. I couldnt help it, I wanna be thin now!!

Im listening to loud music right now (M.I.A Boyz) I'm going to go dance around the house for a bit && periodically drop down && do some situps.

Ciaoo for now.... <3
 
 
Current Mood: chipper
Current Music: The cool kids (Mikey Rocks)
 
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